And like I can never think straight at all
With you in my presence
I got the pack up at a fixed rate, oh no
I thought you were my blessing
But I'll start all over again
I just walk inside the void
I might stare at the abyss
I be countin' up my coin
You be takin in the piss
And you know we ain't the same
You just don't wanna admit
That you should start all over again
Leave me alone
I ain't gonna talk my shit if I know ur in the distance
Leaving the zone
I can never conversate with u because I hate your persistence
Oh no, I can never find the words
I could never fucking tell you just how much it seemed to hurt
I can never find the pictures
Think I put them in the dirt
And you gonna throw me right aside
But I don't think you know my worth at all
Can it be, please let me breathe right now
Tell the morning where you came from
Do I belong here? Do I belong here
How phosphorescent you bleed underneath the clouds
I won't keep my mouth shut for too long
Then maybe you'll be gone
credits
from Once and Future,
released January 15, 2021
written, produced, and performed by robyn kim
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