1. |
Crossing
02:52
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Wait, find my patience
Can I change this
Is this stasis
When I wake up, am I the same one
Recognize, but not rearrange us
My skin, exposed and left on read
Can I love myself and still say less
If I let you in for just this once will you let go
My thoughts aligned to what you’ve said
Am I really me or am I you instead?
If I drop my guard for just this once I would hope I know
I need to remind myself
Don't rewrite yourself
Don't define yourself
By the ways in which you hide your health
There's no need to resign your wealth
I need to remind myself
Don't refind yourself
It's inside yourself
In all the parts you've kept expelled
Take advantage of the cards you’re dealt
Who I am
What I was
What I could become
It was always here but never left my throat
If this is real, why should I lie and let it get so numb
A space like a hug
I need to remind myself
Don't rewrite yourself
Don't define yourself
By the ways in which you hide your health
There's no need to resign your wealth
I need to remind myself
Don't refind yourself
It's inside yourself
In all the parts you've kept expelled
Take advantage of the cards you’re dealt
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2. |
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Go chill with better friends
I can deal with that
I rewrite my words
This sheet feels like a trap
And it's like 7:30
And I can’t feel my legs
My visions getting blurry
I’m falling through the bed
Keep my eyes wide open
For the fake shit
They’re complacent
Fucking hate it
It goes on and on
Its all spinning
I feel dizzy, I feel dizzy
Call me on the phone
Say you'll come around
Say you’re coming home
You won't take that route
I’m just sick and tired of all the promises
You say you’ll do better but you talk shit
Go chill with better friends
I can deal with that
I rewrite my words
This sheet feels like a trap
And it's like 7:30
And I can’t feel my legs
My visions getting blurry
I’m falling through the bed
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3. |
Landlock
02:06
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I'm in a landlocked state
But a mile away from my escape
Can I find strength in you if I wish I didn't have to
I'm in a landlocked state
But the shore keeps washing me away
Can I find good in this
When will I get past "too soon"
Did they take advantage when they fucked you too
Did she take your trust and all that money too
When it's said and done, what else am I supposed to do
If my heart's made of love, does that mean that I have to
The things that he said that I always come back to
Head like a hole, need to get off the drip tube
And come home to you
I'm in a landlocked state
But a mile away from my escape
Can I find strength in you if I wish I didn't have to
I'm in a landlocked state
But the shore keeps washing me away
Can I find good in this
When will I get past "too soon"
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4. |
2015
01:12
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It's like 2015 and the sands past my feet
Your blood drips on my sweatshirt
I breathe and release
It only feels like last week
Yet I see you in my sleep
It's like 2015 and the sands past my feet
Your blood drips on my sweatshirt
I breathe and release
It only feels like last week
Yet I see you in my sleep
Another day of not dying
A moment left to reap
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5. |
Abyss (feat. Kuru)
01:36
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And like I can never think straight at all
With you in my presence
I got the pack up at a fixed rate, oh no
I thought you were my blessing
But I'll start all over again
I just walk inside the void
I might stare at the abyss
I be countin' up my coin
You be takin in the piss
And you know we ain't the same
You just don't wanna admit
That you should start all over again
Leave me alone
I ain't gonna talk my shit if I know ur in the distance
Leaving the zone
I can never conversate with u because I hate your persistence
Oh no, I can never find the words
I could never fucking tell you just how much it seemed to hurt
I can never find the pictures
Think I put them in the dirt
And you gonna throw me right aside
But I don't think you know my worth at all
Can it be, please let me breathe right now
Tell the morning where you came from
Do I belong here? Do I belong here
How phosphorescent you bleed underneath the clouds
I won't keep my mouth shut for too long
Then maybe you'll be gone
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6. |
Caramelize
02:48
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Closure like a phantom
Spent a couple nights memorizing you
She gave me a promise as she let me in
Oh-oh
It's hard to remember the best things
When everything is colored by you
Now I don't even know what to look for
If I were older, would I have recognized
Your hand so slight, 5 bullets of porcelain knives
Now that I'm older, does it coil down your spine
Like it does to mine
Sun-soaked gemini
You won't wait for me to caramelize
15, Bootleg paradise
You want me to wait for you
Sun-soaked gemini
You won't wait for me to caramelize
15, Bootleg paradise
You want me to wait for you
Sun-soaked gemini
You won't wait for me to caramelize
Bootleg paradise
You want me to wait for you
Wait for you
Wait for me to caramelize
15, Bootleg paradise
Wait for you
I know I'll love myself when I am ready to
Soon I'll forgive myself 'cause that's what I have got to do
With all that said, I wish that I could say the same for you
The same for you
I know I'll love myself when I am ready to
Soon I'll forgive myself 'cause that's what I have got to do
With all that said, I wish that I could say the same for you
The same for you
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